Posted on January 2nd, 2009 by Alan Fitra in
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I would like to share an opinion and discuss with you all, my visitors or my loyal reader…..i would like to open a topic about people……if me, or someone near you asking….what makes you a person….please, ask yourself and what is in your mind..???? what would you say???? for me, what makes me a person is my family….now it’s your turn…
Posted on October 9th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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Then said Almitra, Speak to us of Love.
And he raised his head and looked upon the people,
and there fell a stillness upon them.
And with a great voice he said:
When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest
branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them
in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant:
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire,
that you may become sacred bread for God`s sacred feast.
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Posted on September 30th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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As salaamu alaikum wa rahmatullaahi wa barakaatuhu,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL FITRI 1429 H

MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN
SAYA BESERTA KELUARGA BESAR MEMOHON MAAF LAHIR dan BATHIN
May blessings of Allah always be with someone as wonderful as you….
Posted on September 20th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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Every night I pray
I’ll have you here someday
I’ll count the stars tonight
And hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You’ll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You’d be the girl whose lips I’d kiss
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
Any waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I’ll pray
I’ll have you here one day
All my only dreams
Posted on September 9th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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The heartbreaking,
insanely suffocating night gently embraces me…
on this insanely suffocating night,
I murmured so…
I’m inside a heartbreaking loneliness,
guessing the riddle of finding one star in the middle of such a number..
there’s a hollow feeling night outside the window,
this sparkling town casting shadows!
the clock’s hand whisper insanity in the night stillness..
when the time of loneliness doesn’t leave,
answers are lost!!!
alone without anyone there,
a room without you!
I miss you…
Posted on August 16th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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sometimes it’s kinda hard being so POSSESIVE of someone you love
breaks your heart…
why?
01. you don’t want anybody but you to touch her
02. you don’t want anybody except you getting close to her
03. even you don’t want anybody but you to stare at her….
04. the worst thing is… sometimes you don’t want her to get happy with her own friends!! Kindda selfish, huh?
So I’m asking for a suggestion….. should I continue being POSSESIVE?
Or should I be more… I don’t know !
PS : I’m trully sorry… I don’t mean to be rude… but you know me…
I just can’t face it if I had to lose you… It’s my GREATEST FEAR! I LOVE YOU…
Posted on August 16th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can’t you understand
Oh my little girl
All i ever wanted
All i ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
and forgettable
Enjoy the silence
Posted on August 16th, 2008 by Alan Fitra in
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I wonder what will happen
When the day comes
That I must leave you…
I wonder will you cry
I wonder will you be happy
I wonder will you miss me…
Will you lie awake at night
Remembering all the good times
Or will you sit
And only think of the bad…
Will you wonder where I am at night
Will you wonder what I’m doing
Or will you just not care…
Will it hurt you to think
Of all the times we’ve shared
Or will they just slip your mind
Like they were never there…
Will you remember all the laughs
Or will you forget those
And put them in your past…
Will you remember all the tears
Or replace them with all of your fears…
Will you pretend like we never happened
And let us go along the years…
Will you drowned out all of your sorrows
With laughter and cheers…
Will you forget that yesterday was here
And wave goodbye to all of our memories…
Will you try to hold on to everything we’ve got…
Or say goodbye to old times
And go on with everything your not…?